Dear future husband,
Hey, goodevening.. you know i was in a really good mood today till I found out the man who told me he likes me is flirting with my friend from college. I was waiting for him to tell me. He said he wanted to be friends.. fine.. if that’s what he wants.. i don’t like men who tell you they love you then flirt with other girls after.
I’m really really frustrated.. i gave him a last chance. and then i asked, “can you wait for me?” - he said simply.. NO. I guess now i know that reason for that is another girl. I shouldn’t be sad that a guy who flirts with many girls left me. Atleast I know now what kind of person he is behind my back. He have broken my heart for 3 years now and i won’t let him break any more than that. I am done crying. I am done being lonely. I am done having to beg for attention. I am done chasing love. Now, if i am loved it should be based on respect, trust and morality. It must be stable and not inconsistent. The person should love God cause I love God too and if he is godfearing I know he wouldn’t do anything to hurt me.
You know, i want to cry again. But, i promised my family never to be stupid for one guy. No man will ever make me cry again until it is tears of happiness. No matter how much of a mess I can be, if a guy loves me he would treat me properly, he would want to fix it. and if a guy doesn’t make you feel important or loved. or he can’t even respect you or wait for when you are ready.. then pray hard that God gives you the wisdom to accept and do the right thing.
I need someone who makes me laugh and smile… not someone who makes me cry and a source of depression and problems. I need a man to protect me not hurt me. and God will be the answer to that, If he is the right one he won’t leave no matter how hard it gets. He wouldn’t want you to sin. He would respect you not flirt with your friend. Your happiness is enough for him.
I HATE LIARS, CHEATERS AND THOSE MEN WHO TELL ME THEY LOVE ME BUT TURNS TO MY FRIENDS FOR APPETIZER.OH AND IT’S NOT MY LOSS IF YOU CAN’T WAIT FOR ME. You should have known my worth from the start! because from the start i have seen yours.. now it is time for you to realize what you are doing. I will not allow you to play and trample my heart anymore. YOU MADE ME LEARN HOW TO BE STRONG.